93

Mirsad sees a girl on the number 93 bus he uses to go to school and becomes attached to her with a feeling he has never experienced before, and finds himself chasing the girl. He calls him 93 because he doesn't know his name. Even though he wants to talk to 93 , he cannot do so because his body reacts differently to this feeling he is experiencing for the first time.

After a few months, he has learned to restrain the side effects of this feeling, but this time he cannot talk to 93 due to various obstacles. As he gradually loses hope, one day he receives a phone call. Now he has learned why he could not reach 93 , and how to reach it...

“I don't think I can talk to him. I don't know why you believe this either, I feel like I can never reach him. Sometimes it feels like a movie character, like I can only watch him but never reach him. After all, we're not in a Hollywood movie, are we? We shouldn't expect a happy ending. Sometimes I wonder if I don't want to reach out? "I wonder if I don't like him but instead like following him?"

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“It was a magical thing to do something even though it did not benefit him, and to pursue it without questioning why or how. This seemed to be the summary of his situation with the girl.

– Why that?

– I don't know, that's it.

– What kind of a girl; habit, water?

– I don't know, we haven't met.

– Which feature attracted you so much?

– I don't know, I have no idea about its features.

I don't know!' It made Mirsad happy to pursue the subject of questions that had no answers other than . If he was after her for no reason, this was an action that was only related to her existence. He didn't know if such an intense feeling had a name. He had heard expressions such as pure love, true love, but he was not sure if these fully reflected the feeling he felt. "Maybe this was a feeling that had not been discovered before."